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Name: Rachel
Age: 16
Location: Rhode Island

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October 4th, 2006 at 11:57pm

[ mood | tired ]

I was listening to Easton but now I am listening to 98 Degrees hahaha can we say MAD genre switch?? It's the song "Fly With Me" on the "and rising" CD and it's amazing when Drew sings, I just remember being 11 and being like "OMGGGGGGGGGG" lol.  Fun fun fun times.  Seriously though, old boy band music comforts me, I listen to it when I'm doing homework cause it's just fun.

Today was a good day, in Public Speaking more people presented and it was a wicked fun class just cause everyone is chill.  In Italian we reviewed for the quiz tomorrow and we conugated adjectives which is mad easy and I love Italian more than I ever loved Spanish!  Tonight in Philosophy I was sickly bored but it went by quickly.  We discussed Allegory of the cave more and The Apology and I get so freakin' lost sometimes, this stuff isn't easy but I'm learning so much and I have a dif perspective of a lot of things because of it.  There's this hot guy who laughs at my jokes w hich is even better.

Tomorrow I am applying at Strawberries and since I freakin' live there in between classes I bet they'll hire me, plus I know so much about music it's kinda sick sometimes.  I'm iffy about leaving Shaw's cause I've formed good friendships...damnit!!

I'm kinda annoyed I'm missing Switchfoot's first leg of the "Oh Gravity" tour, but I'll deal, or travel to NY to see them. It depends, most likely not, but it's fun to think about.  

I haven't really talked to my dad too much since he's been home.  He just always hugs me and says it's good to be home but we are yet to have the stuff we discussed before he went away.  I'm scared.

Updating this thing feels like highschool
"and today in HR omg omg omg" lol so wierd.

I am stoked Cass is coming home for the weekend.  We'll probably hang with Blaire and D-train.

QUOTE OF THE DAY:  "They congratulated themselves.  THE PRISONERS HAD AWARD CEREMONIES IN THE CAVE!"- Professor Tullman

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I love love, i love being in love, i don't care what it does to me [

October 3rd, 2006 at 8:46pm

[ mood | pleased ]

Long time no update.  I have no clue where to start because so much has happened? yes there's supposed to be a question mark there.

WELL-  I got my admissions "rescinded" from RIC and now I go to CCRI but I am planning to transfer to URI after this semester and then UHA after the year is over.

I still work at Shaw''s, unfortunately haha.

most of my friends are away at cool schools and I'm here

I still hang with some high school kids which people think is pathetic but I don't care cause they're my friends and I <3 them.

I've been to mad shows.  Hit The Lights, Daphne Loves Derby, Jack's Mannequinn, It Was The Best Of Times,  I mean I pretty much live at the living room in providence haha.

Well my dad is home!!! FOREVER! yeah it's a really good feeling! We had a family celebration and I got to drink a gansett and 2 mudslides and it was a lot of fun. Some of my sisters friends came over and we watched Final Destination 3 and Ryan Merrimen is sooo hott haha but he dies but whatever it was really good. It was the thing where you can choose what people do next and we had mad fun with that lol.

School has been going well. I overslept today and almost missed my class but I got there JUST before the professor walked in to start class and I was stoked that I had made it. After that I went home and I talked to my brother who was home on his lunch break fro his job and we kinda sorta had a fight but I guess we're okay now. I don't know, I accidently did something that I didn't mean to (um, totally told my parents in a moment of anger that his girlfriend has a kid.....) and so things have been weird between us. I blame the fact that I was under the influence of alcohol but I know what I did, I let it slip cause I was angry at him and I feel pretty bad about it.

AH! MY DAD IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha, it just feels so good to say. He was on the front page of the ProJo and that was really cool. Of course you can't see me cause some very large man is in front of me, grr that was going to be my debut!
Today we talked about school and how he's happy to see me studying. I didn't study or care about highschool cause I wasn't paying for it haha, like I'm paying for my freakin' college tuition obvi I'm gonna do well!

We're okay so don't worry now
-Lisa Loeb

Alright well, philosophy homework needs to be posted online by 9pm the night before it's due and it's 8:38pm so I better get to it. PLATO'S APOLOGY, ugh, not exciting, it makes my head hurt just thinking about it!

So I'm def going to these shows, gots the tix and everything....

Oct 14- Pink Spiders @ Lupos (with Good Charlotte, hahaha oh it will bring back the old days!)
Nov 2- AFI @ Lupos (my birthday! yay! 18!)
Nov 9- Red Jumpsuit Appparatus @ Lupos

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The smoking chronicles [

July 25th, 2006 at 12:06am

[ mood | curious ]

Orientation was pretty lame, but I am going to like college I think, even if it is RIC.

Tonight I went out to a party rave thingy which was cool cause like all my friends were there <3 and then the cops were coming to break it up so a few of us went to Applebee's and pissed off a waitress because we came in like 40 minutes before closing haha.

A really awesome show is coming to RI and it's going to be 10 minutes down the street from me and it involves 2 of my most favorite bands ever!!!!!!


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Impersonality, it's leaving out of me [

July 14th, 2006 at 1:01am

[ mood | gloomy ]

Summer has been going really well, obviously.

I'm working the job at Shaw's, doing the whole cashier thing.  What's cool is that I've strengthened a lot of friendships with the people I work with.  We used to be co-workers and aquantinces but now we're friends and it's pretty awesome.  I've got about 25-30 hours a week and it keeps me busy which is good and it keeps my POCKET FULL OF CHAAAAANGE.

I've been chillin' with alllll my crews.  BREWED CREW (Jessy, Katie L, Connor, Trina, Lilo, etc..) HSMC (Kelly, Cass, Jenn, Julie, etc..)  andddd of course, the usual 3! <3

Connor and I hit up RI's used CD stash at least once a week.  I got the brand new Goo Goo Doll's album for 9.99, whoever returned it is an idiot for sure. I also got Jill Sobule, more Goo Goo Dolls, Lovedrug, Moody Blues, Bleach, Falling Up, THE FIRST TWO SEASONS OF THE SIMPLE LIFE ON DVD, for under 11.00 a piece.  I never pay full price for any of that ish!

So much for my "mandatory" summer RIC class???

stoked for shows and stuff.



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Updatesrcool [

July 3rd, 2006 at 10:31am

[ mood | curious ]

check it out!

Me, Cass, Kelly, Jenn, and Julie---------------------> GRADUATION, JUNE 23, 2006!!!!

So yeah, I finally graduated and I am done with HS! I'm stoked for college, a little sad to leave a few things behind, but deffinitely excited for the future.

In 3 weeks my dad comes home from Iraq for 2 weeks of R/R leave.

Today Anfernee (my 2000 honda accord) is in the shop.   I miss him. = (

Mucho Concertos coming up.

VT this past weekend was bomb cause I got to see Liz and Dave and that was bitchin.  I USED GARAGE BAND 3.3 AND IM NEVER GOING TO BE THE SAME AGAIN!!!!

I've been working....I'm a cashier at Shaw's and people suck a lot, that's what i've learned.

I LOVE THE BREWED CREW!!!!! (magazines, shogun lady, GD lilo, crank calls, etc...)

I got a new laptop for graduation and I love it.  OMG windows XP is amazng, I can't believe I was using windows ME for 6 years!!!!

This summer is starting out amazingly!!!


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I'm doing this because I follow trends [

June 12th, 2006 at 10:40pm

SOUNDTRACK TO MY FREAKIN LIFE. (Like the 18th time!)

Waking-up scene: Eels "Saturday Morning"

Night-out-with-friends scene: Houston Calls "Exit Emergency"

First-date scene: Eagle Eye Cherry "Save Tonight"

Falling-in-love scene: Copeland "Walking Downtown"

Fight-with-friend scene: Hit The Lights "Bodybag"

Break up scene: Socratic "She's The Type of Girl"

Get-back-together scene: Socratic "U and Left Turns"

'Life's okay' scene: Cartel "Q"

Heartbreak scene: Cursive "The Great Decay"

Romance-reflection scene: Goo Goo Dolls "Slide"

Mental-breakdown scene: A Thorn For Every Heart "99 With an Anchor"

Driving scene: Get Up Kids "Mass Pike"

Lesson-learning scene: Switchfoot "Innocence Again"

Deep-thought scene: Deb Talan "Comfort"

Solitary angst scene: Underoath "Reinventing Your Exit"

Party scene: Busta Ryhmes "Pass The Couvasier"

Regret scene: Long Since Forgotten "All Our Words"

Happy-dance scene: Mariah Carey "Sweet Sweet Fantasy"

Long-night-alone scene: Goo Goo Dolls "Here Is Gone"

Closing credits: Switchfoot "More Than Fine"

2nd closing credits: Switchfoot "Gone"
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June 12th, 2006 at 10:23pm

[ mood | artistic ]

So I'm officially done with high school. It's a very wierd feeling and I'm not sure how to really describe it. I'm sad. I'm happy. I'm nostalgic (very). I'm afraid. I'm bitter. I'm confused. It's kind of funny really, I've been geekin' out all day over the wierdest things and I think it's because I'm done with HS...the place that I've dreaded forever and then just recently began to like....awkward.

I guess it's out to breakfast tomorrow with Kate n crew. I think Kate C and I are becoming best friends again and I have a feeling there will be a lot of chillin this summer. She was pretty upset when I told her I wasn't going to prom.....ohz wellz. That's probably enough rambling right?



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im goin goin back back to cali cali [

June 10th, 2006 at 12:08am

[ mood | productive ]

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These are the words, that cut like sharp swords [

June 6th, 2006 at 6:42pm

I'm just going to tell myself prom is gonna be wicked lame and I'm not missing anything....

screw it.

I have a $330 Line 6 Flextone III PLUS amp and I can have fun on my own.

-RC (saying goodbye to freakin' high school)
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Open Wide, Kiss Catastrophe [

May 28th, 2006 at 7:01pm

[ mood | refreshed ]

So Friday night was The Fray concert and I really enjoyed myself. I got there about an hour before doors opened and I got up wicked close...maybe, 2 people away from the stage? I was in front of the main guitarist for The Fray and that's what I wanted so it was all good. Bullseye, these like 12 year old kids from New Jersey who The Fray begged to open for them opened the show and they were really good. They sounded like the Rolling Stones, they were so cute haha. The Damnwells played next and I just fell in love with them. I was right in front of the bass player and he had soo much energy, and their lead singer/guitarist was hott <3, I got their CD. The Fray came on and they played every song they have haha, I mean, they have one album and then like an indie EP, but they did really good. I knew all the songs and I was singing along and having fun. I actually left during their encore to beat traffic cause I was parked in a weird place. I didn't feel like staying to meet any of them, is that weird? lol I went home and slept.

Saturday I worked 2-8. After work I went to Panera bread and then Conor and I went to see Second Hand Charity play at some apartment. It sucked cause it was hot. Me, Matt, and Conor went to subway and I ate my panera bread while they ate subway and we hung out. We went to Matt's and we listened to his band's cover of "Dance, Dance" and talked about recording, guitars, and random fun stuff. Then I took Conor back to his car, picked up Lilo (Laura) fron Trina's and came home.

TODAY- I got up and ate cereal with my brother. I downloaded Audacity, the program Matt uses to record and played around with it, I <3 it and I can't wait to borrow his mixing board (if he'll let me) and some mics (again if he'll let me) to record some of my stuff. I worked 12-6 and now here I am, telling you fine folks about my weekend so far.


-RC (cola)

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